Re-reading my last entry reminded me, yet again, of two things:
1. Don't blog when I'm sleep deprived,
2. Don't blog when you're hypomamic.
3. (Staying away from Facebook is also a great idea under such circumstances.
I realized after I re-read my blog post just how puerile it all sounded. Upon further reading I realized it only got worse. I reminded myself way too much like Sarah from Labyrinth. Whiney...always thinking in circular patterns (in my own defense, bipolar people do this in general). So I'm skipping most of it and just either:
1. Sharing only the nuggets(no nugs though. Sorry hippie friends, I has no nugs, lol!)
2. Keeping my own council as Stephen King's Dark Tower Roland would say.
The second journal was far more mature, but still a tad immature for my peer group. A warning here folks! Heavy drinkers and druggers will come to a.screeching halt in emotional growth. Especially for those with mental health issues.
In the meantime, I'm just journaling...with actual paper joirnals and pencils and pens. Same for my stories. No more of this hacking fuckery if it's hard copy. Then they can deal with my meat space virus program.
